I have not talked to you in what seems like forever but once in awhile I'll cyber stalk your band IG. Even FB I might go in to see just SEE what's up.
In the year 2010 is when I talked to you. You were barely awake but wanting my voice. It was still and quiet on your end and I asked if you had a roommate. Turns out you did. Your picture was so mysterious and just artsy. I didn't know I would fall and so I did. After awhile you inspired me to do so much. I felt alive again. Then all hell broke loose and you didn't care for me so much anymore. I had to pretend and get your attention I was so desperate. I try to hide but I wanted you to catch me and I did revel myself to you. You told me you were afraid so that hurt me a lot. I didn't want to scare you away. And so I did. Last words were please and Ms. SO I had to see you. I found out you were performing and drove myself out of the way just to get a glimpse of you. I couldn't go in I was too shy and didn't want to offend you. You played an encore to my favorite song that night! I heard it outside the back door. I walked right passed you and did not stare or look your way. Did you smell me.I wore a profusely amount of perfume. Now I just witness you from afar. I granted your wishes and I think it's better this way since you allow to open a few doors open for the public again.
I wish I could see your life. I wish we were friends. I wish I wasn't such an awkward fucking failure. I'm a piece of shit. I'm sorry for that. You are back in the studio doing your thing was the last I saw of you guys. I cannot wait until I hear new new stuff from you. Sometimes I wonder if you will have a song about what happened or that pyscho bitch. Lately life has just been flying by. It's now 2017! Seven fucking years later! I was thinking of adding you on IG but I respect your wishes and so I will steer clear.
You are the cream of the crop. I once told you that but you were too modest. You are so intelligent in your ways so Fun and adventurous and English! You are everything I want to be. Someday I will get my shit together like soon and learn from you. Kisses!